I live with the pure, uncensored, wish to die at the hands of another. But at my own fault.
Existing without a normal life in a place you don't belong.
It's probably the worst feeling you could ever expereince..
The reality is that in order to understand reality;
you have to accept that it doesn’t exist.
It's simply an illusion.
Was habe ich falsch gemacht?
Was habe ich getan, um das zu verdienen?
(Ich vermisse dich. Ich möchte nach House gehen).